Not your poetry but mine

When the darkness comes and wants to chain me, Your love is what sets me free...all I have to do is seek, you are near, I can hear the gentle of your heart, melt away my pain, take away my shame, you make new again... Hallelujah God of my life, You are my light, You are my hope, you are my all, No one else but you. how else could I possibly breathe? than to worship you and feel you close, though I fail and I fall, you are close, though I wander blindly hurt, you are close, no one can restore my soul, the way you do, Hallelujah God of my life, You are my light, You are my hope, you are my all, No one else but you. Through my evil sin and shame, you gently call my name, holding me in your holy embrace, melting away all that for which I am to blame, you make me whole again, Forgiven covered by your grace, Hallelujah God of my life, You are my light, You are my hope, you are my all, No one else but you. Saturated in your love, I am fulfilled, rest...

Poison, Poison spewed from your lips into my heart, tear at my weakness, tear me apart, for I am the evil enemy and you the one standing to be right, in your game of blame, no one could ever gain on you, no one better than you, oh, I could never be as good as you, I am the vile, I am the pain, for you to feel better, reflections sustained, call it and name it, you know it all, you know whose sore, sending the insult without the shame, further into my grave... condescending plight, abasing my light...the longer it goes the deeper I fall, I do nothing at all, you can't hide from me anymore, the angry excuse, fulfilled its abuse, broken and bruised from the sting of your opposition of me I will always be the guilty... This, I will never forget.

When the time was yesterdays, my heart you made it burn, made my dreams reach beneath your core, where your thoughts coincided with mine, were life gave a meaning to our rhyme, nothing could break my skin, so safe and enveloped within, But time, I don't know you anymore, I can't see you like before, from here, where you left me standing, the light you choose to ignore, the stain of your anger employed, Noise in your eyes, can't give peace to restore, Restore these falling shards of hurt, put it back into my soul, make me believe in what, once more, Refuser of absolution, author of my scorn...(you don't believe in me), darkened soul, empty shells breaking as they fall, from my grasp one by one, slowly letting go, (I can't keep you anymore) my hand's bleeding from my grasp, tears have shed their last, Pain has hurt its end, But I will seek, where to begin, where Light is my comforting friend, were Safe will hold me close, and Peace...

Your time, my music, to breathe the sound of the note, every key opens the next door, the song sings your voice, closing the eyes of the noise, soothing away all the hurt, while I sit and wait for her return, farther than the height of your smile, let it vanish for just a while, dreaming for your pain, every wonder closing in, the moment, my linger, a whisper, the choice, taking her near to the end of her decisive enjoyment, Your eyes, my silence, to reach the end of its possibility, indignant at me, the muter of the sound, the shadow of the light, the wearer of my dreams, while I sit and wait for her return.

When your eyes close I miss you once more leave me a message on the floor while you take another step towards the door Dreamer Tell me, It's what I want to hear all about me, you know follow you anywhere wherever you go, I will too You fuel the deep in me with the weight of your eyes your pain has become mine your smile my light make me believe it's true Dreamer Tell me, It's what I want to hear all about me, you know follow you anywhere wherever you go, I will too I will sleep in your heart, forever if you tell me to nothing could ever push me through Tell me, It's what I want to hear all about me, you know follow you anywhere wherever you go, I will too. (This song is for my love, Javier)

This song I recently became inspired to write, for someone very special to me,someone I love very much...my sister, Iris. ----The Hardest Thing----- Sometimes it feels as though your star will never shine and like hope is wasting your precious time but nothing worth having comes easy in this life Every dream has its price, charged by... //Chorus// Waiting, It's the hardest thing waiting, feels like never ending rain But everything has its end Your rainbow will one day appear, my friend Worries come and worries go Questions can overwhelm in their overflow I know you think it's easy for me to say, "Just be patient and take it day by day." Yet, in this life I too have learned that... //Chorus// Waiting, It's the hardest thing waiting, feels like never ending rain But everything has its end Your rainbow will one day appear, my friend Hold on...keep looking forward and before long,  you'll have that which your heart desires the wait is worth the prize, even ...