Poison

Poison, Poison spewed from your lips into my heart, tear at my weakness, tear me apart, for I am the evil enemy and you the one standing to be right, in your game of blame, no one could ever gain on you, no one better than you, oh, I could never be as good as you, I am the vile, I am the pain, for you to feel better, reflections sustained, call it and name it, you know it all, you know whose sore, sending the insult without the shame, further into my grave... condescending plight, abasing my light...the longer it goes the deeper I fall, I do nothing at all, you can't hide from me anymore, the angry excuse, fulfilled its abuse, broken and bruised from the sting of your opposition of me I will always be the guilty... This, I will never forget.

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